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I currently have an embarrassing assortment of unpublished articles that I have amassed over the last several months. Life seems to be flying by so quickly, and I'm struggling with remaining in the "present".
In many ways, I feel as though I am going through the motions of what I think I'm supposed to be doing, and in other ways, I feel as though I am exploring all new territory. There are so many things that I wish I could just sit still for: so I could sit down and tell you everything. But I don't know if that's what I'm supposed to do anymore. I'm feeling lost; like I've woken up and it's taking a few seconds before I recognize where I am.
Life currently seems to be a fluxation between the sensation of being entirely overwhelmed, or frustratingly underwhelmed. Things feel scattered. Much like I am having to read, and re-read the same page of a book, over and over again. If someone could please just grip me tight and hold me still and put me in a concentrated space to organize this flickering cloud of thought, it would certainly help.
Is there an app for that?
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